Sometimes it hurts

Chestia asta am gasit-o prin telefon si mi-am adus aminte ca acum cateva seri, dupa o revedere cu un...prieten, am simtit marea nevoie sa ma exprim. Si am facut-o, asa cum fac de obicei: am scris tot ceea ce simt pe telefon, intr-un mesaj, pastrat undeva in ciorne. Si EL tot o ciorna as vrea sa fie...
So, let`s get it started:
         Miss him a lot! And think about him a lot, too. I just want to find true love, but every time when reaching it I get dissapointed... and I`m too scared now to give love a new try. Only GOD and FAITH can help me.
         P.S.: I feel you right next to me. Wonder if you ever feel any of these? Don`t want any answer because I already know it. No.

For my beloved A.: Fuck off and die!